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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-09 05:14 am

📖 reading log: climate resilience by kylie flanagan

Book Info

Topics: Nonfiction, Feminism, Environmental Activism, Climate Change

LibraryThing: https://www.librarything.com/work/book/291465827

Acquired from: Little Free Library, Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA [see visit log]

Started reading: August 9, 2025

Finished reading: August 13, 2025 (DNF’d)

Reading Updates

Page 0: Picked this book to read next because it’s the heaviest— I don’t want to have to worry about trying to pack it and take it with me!

It’s a relatively new book (published 2023) and is basically a collection of interviews with climate activists.

Came with a bookmark from the Ann Arbor District Library (Seed Sampler, which promotes their seed library!). It’s a really nice bookmark and I’m probably gonna keep it for my collection.

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Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-13 11:48 am

lfl visit log (2)

Went on a re-visiting circuit of Little Free Libraries from the first log, and found a new library! Plus some more good books.

Was a really nice walk, too, though I was sweating by the end because it was like 80F by 8am yeesh.

On another day, I went into the main downtown part of Ann Arbor and visited two LFLs that’re near the Farmer’s Market, though I didn’t find any books to take with me.

New LFL visited:

  1. LFL #167052 – Jones Community Garden Library – Ann Arbor, MI
  2. LFL #189363 – Ann Arbor, MI (not listed on the map somehow)
  3. LFL #198908 – Detroit Street Filling Station – Ann Arbor, MI

Dropped off Moby-Duck, Seasons of the Wild and Climate Resilience!

Obtained Into the Wild, Granta issue 138, The Forest Unseen, Sweet Days of Discipline

Photos under here! )

🌟 All LFL Visited / All LFL Visit Logs

Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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courtney ([personal profile] sonofgodzilla) wrote2025-08-13 05:38 am
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AKC Courtneyyyyyy Culture Festival #190: Pimlapas Suwannoi

To-day is the day oh my pumpkin! comes out! We have two more members of the senbatsu to talk about before the month ends, and I sadly know nothing of their groups at all yet having only been in BNK48 sister group CGM48 since passing auditions in 2022, Pimlapas Suwannoi, nicknamed Lookked, is already standing shoulder to shoulder with members of AKB's Kami 7! If that's not a success story, friends, then I really don't know what is!

Lookked!


Lookked and fellow member Arunya Kaewmalai, also of Team C, hold the record as being the two fastest promoted members across both Thai groups. With CGM's debut announcement in 2019, they weathered the storm brought on by the sudden pandemic whilst other contemporary groups such as the Indian DEL48 and Vietnamese SGO48 collapsed and went on to announce their second generation in 2022, of which Lookked was a member. You could argue that the prior existence of BNK helped shore the group up during the plague years, making investors perhaps a little less nervous given the older group's track-record and the transfer of former AKB member, Izuta Rina, now a force to reckon with in her own right, but however it happened, CGM, with only single under their belt at the time, Chiang Mai 106, an adaptation of NGT's Max Toki 315-gou—guess my two favourite members in that video, folks!—CGM endured.

Less than nine months after the announcement of the second generation and Lookked was in Team C, appearing in the senbatsu for fifth single, 2565 just several months later. By this time, Izurina was being created as co-producer alongside Akimoto Yasushi for CGM's releases. I don't know if she will have any say over the matter of the senbatsu, I wouldn't have imagined so, but it's nice to think that Izurina would have been especially looking out for future members who might make an impact. Whatever the case, Lookked definitely made an impression as she has remained in the senbatsu with her latest appearance being in Totsuzen Do love me!, a HKT cover, in which she acts as the song's centre. Along with the release of the AKB48 original in which Lookked appears, to-day also marks the release date of the international versions of oh my pumpkin! including a CGM only version with Lookked as centre!

Already one of the most prominent members of her group, I hope that oh my pumpkin! helps draw Lookked even more attention amidst both the Japanese and overseas audiences! As a former member of Thai pop group, ASTER, and with a sister also having been a member of another group, DAISY DAISY, it feels as if Lookked has both the experience and talent to really make an impact—and CGM now have announced its fourth generation as of March this year, so I feel the same can also be said for the group as a whole!

I'm holding off on listening to the new song until I have the CDs in my hand, but I really can't wait to hear how all these different members of different groups will come together for this anniversary!
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krad ([personal profile] kradeelav) wrote2025-08-12 09:30 pm
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a lulzy sign i did *way* too much mercenary research back for iron crown/walon vau rping:

is when my brain still autocorrects "executive order" (the government act) to "executive outcomes" (that semi infamous sketchy af paramilittary organization/PMO/mercenary company in south africa in the early 1990's).

anyway if you have a trivia night about mercenaries and their fucked shit take me along i'll make bank for ya :D
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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-12 04:08 am

📸 photo: katydid

A large grasshopper-like insect clinging to a window screen. Its legs are stretched out and it has a long wing trailing behind it. The photo is taken from inside the house and the insect is outside (thank goodness).

Much larger IRL than I expected… [Wikipedia]

Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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courtney ([personal profile] sonofgodzilla) wrote2025-08-12 05:45 am

FIC: Kamen Rider Black RX - Vice-Versa

Title: Vice-Versa
Universe: Kamen Rider Black RX
Series: Season One | The Mutiny (1, 2, 3) | The Power Stealer | White Light (1, 2, 1+2) | Zedd's Monster Mash | A Monster of Global Proportions | Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers: The Movie
Character(s): Shiratori Reiko
Rating: U
Warnings: N/A
Summary: Even after all these years, belief in the Heaven’s Dance Troupe of Miracles persisted. She thumbed through the pictures she had recently developed, the robes of the dancers vivid in vibrant colours. It was an important story, she knew it, and yet at every turn, Reiko found herself frustrated, every paper, every magazine expressing nothing but indifference.
Length: 683 words
Author's Notes: external link .

feels like heaven!

Vice-Versa )
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bibliofile ([personal profile] bibliofile) wrote2025-08-11 01:42 pm
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Univ. of Chicago Press: 75% off ebooks, Aug. 11-17

I don't know if this is limited to the US. (If you find out, please comment.)

The sale includes publishers that the University of Chicago Press distributes: Acre Books, Bard Graduate Center, Brandeis University Press, Center for the Study of Language and Information, Gingko Library, Haus Publishing, Iter Press, Karolinum Press, Charles University, Seagull Books, Swan Isle Press, and The American Meteorological Society.

Use the code EBOOK75

https://press.uchicago.edu/ucp/books/virtualCatalog/vc106.html
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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-10 12:20 pm

weeknotes (august 3-9)

Life Updates

I can’t believe another week has gone by already! I’ve been enjoying myself immensely here, sitting in the garden and harvesting handfuls of cherry tomatoes. I haven’t even made it into town proper yet and I’m coming up on my third week in this housesit. Whoops!

🐈‍⬛ Cats are doing well, and the shyest one even let me pet him (once) when he saw his siblings in the same room with me. They’ve also started coming to wake me (at 6am) which I’m taking as a sign that they like me.

Media Consumption

🎧 Too Many Tabs podcast has started their Quack Month, where they focus on quacks in August. It’s one of my favorite months for their podcast, partly because Mrs. P is the one researching and explaining everything, and she’s great. (Mr. P is also good but his shtick is shouting enthusiastically about everything which can be tiring. Also if you’re looking at the thumbnails– only Mr. P is onscreen because Mrs. P doesn’t want internet fame.)

The first episode was about Liver King, who I’ve only seen on the periphery on TikTok from people talking about how horrible he is.

📺 I watched The Producers (1967) which I think I’ve seen before– but I don’t remember the entire last half of the film, so basically it was like watching it for the first time. I enjoyed seeing where they changed things for the musical (which I love) and what things they kept. I much prefer the characters in the musical, as they have a bit more depth.

I also watched The Wiz (1978)! I loved the actors/singing/music, but the empty urban pseudo-NYC streets freaked me out (maybe it was supposed to do that?) and some of the musical numbers went on way too long (the intro to Oz scene where they change colors over and over). I’m planning on watching the Live production of the musical whenever I can track it down, as apparently the stage version is much better.

📖 Finished reading Moby-Duck (reading log + review), which I overall enjoyed but I do think it needed a bit more tightening up.

Also finished Seasons of the Wild (reading log + review), which was underwhelming.

Currently reading Climate Resilience (reading log), which is a good topic and has some great tips for getting more involve with climate activism, but some of the language feels…idk…over-the-top? I’m not sure how to describe it. Like, instead of just saying “I met this person and it was great,” it’s written more like “I had the honor of being in the same room as this amazing activist who has done 50 million things and is a mother, daughter, sister, aunt and earth goddess.” :/ Also they’re edited/compiled essays from interviews and everyone ends up sounding the same because of that, which is a shame.

I think I may temporarily swap over to my Kindle and read a fantasy/romance book as a palette cleanser.

Food & Dining

I harvested enough cherry tomatoes to finally be able to make a soup, which I did. (I used this recipe.) Of course as soon as I made it, I didn’t want to eat it, so it’s in the fridge for later.

The next batch of tomatoes are going to be made into a pasta sauce. I have some non-cherry ones ripening in a paper bag, and they’re nearly ready to use. I just need to track down some jars so I have somewhere to store it all!

Web Updates

New on the site:

  • Added a new note to my Commonplace Notebook on the Notes about AI page

Posted on the blog:

I also did a lot of theme customization, which I outlined here on this page.

Looking Forward

My usual goal to write here and on my site. I’m nearly done with a guide to customizing the look of your Calibre library, I just need to finish the formatting.

I’d also like to get in the habit of leaving comments on other people’s blogs (or emailing them), especially if I link them in a linkspam post. Right now I do it sporadically and I think if I make it more of a habit then it’ll stick better.

Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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courtney ([personal profile] sonofgodzilla) wrote2025-08-09 10:12 am
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FIC: Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers, Fortnite - Bad Bugs!

Title: Bad Bugs!
Universe: Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers, Fortnite
Character(s): Minh Kwan, Tritor
Rating: U
Warnings: N/A
Summary: Athena, she had been told the island was known as, named for the goddess. In the dark, amidst all the structures that the bugs burrowed out and shaped out of the secretions, the island might as well be somewhere far, far away, she thought unhappily.
Length: 861 words
Author's Notes: external link.

Rangers

Bad Bugs! )
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courtney ([personal profile] sonofgodzilla) wrote2025-08-07 06:01 pm

FIC: Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers, Fortnite - The Winds of Mayhem

Title: The Winds of Mayhem
Universe: Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers, Fortnite
Character(s): Jason Lee Scott, Santa Claus, OCs
Rating: PG
Warnings: N/A
Summary: The island was a fixed point in a temporal storm, the new Alpha unit had informed him through a haze of jargon. From the folds of his coat, he pulled free the coin, the image of the scarred Tyrannosaur recovered from Rita’s abandoned moon palace after the fall of the Machine Empire. Make it count, he told himself, but every time he held the coin in his hand, he told himself the same thing.
Length: 3413 words
Author's Notes: With nothing else to keep me distracted, I became very invested in quite the way that adults shouldn't that this week, Power Rangers were going to be in Fortnite. I decided I was going to take it really seriously. Then the trailer launched and it's actually better than anything I've ever written. Set about a year or so after the events of Power Rangers Zeo and Turbo: A Power Rangers Movie. also: external link.

Jason

The Winds of Mayhem )
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krad ([personal profile] kradeelav) wrote2025-08-06 09:02 pm
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> this happens

>> wistfully considering making a polymarket account so i can. at least make bank. on my godforsaken ability. to prophetically, precisely guess this shit half a decade ago. when it was truly tinfoil hat territory.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaeueueeueuuuygghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

dw i'm invested in much worse: le Stonks
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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-06 12:49 pm

📖 reading log: seasons of the wild by sy montgomery

Book Info

Topics: Nonfiction, Nature

LibraryThing: https://www.librarything.com/work/3092900/

Acquired from: Little Free Library, Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA [see visit log]

Started reading: August 6, 2025

Finished reading: August 9, 2025

Review

A book with enthusiastic views of nature (animals, plans, seasons, etc.) presented in a way that just wanted me to see sources. Like, many mentions of things that happened in “recent times” (the 90s) but in a way that reminded me of those newspaper tidbit sections that were just there to give you something to read. Bibliography at the end which does include things used to write the book itself, but I personally would’ve preferred something more science-y rather than casual info-sharing.

Reading Updates

Page 0: This one didn’t come with a bookmark like Moby-Duck did, so I’m using one I got from Downtown Books in Milwaukee. I picked up this book partly because of the topic, partly because the blurbs on the back (“Sy Montgomery has insight into the Others that every nature writer on this continent envies.”), and partly because the author photos shows Sy holding a barred owl.

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Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-06 12:32 pm

reading wednesday

💗 2025 Reading Log | 51/200 yearly goal (+1 from last update)

This morning I finished reading Moby-Duck by Donovan Hohn (book log here), a travel memoir/popular science book ostensibly about a bunch of plastic animals that fell overboard in the early 90s and how they roamed around the ocean for 15 years. I enjoyed reading this book for many reasons, but I have to admit I don’t think the premise held together at the end.

The author supposedly quit his job to follow the duck trail but the last two (or maybe three) chapters he spends following oceanographers around instead and doesn’t even see any ducks (or other plastic animals) and barely remembers to squeeze mention of them into a few paragraphs. Which, I get it, the ducks are a dead end, but it’s the whole premise of your book…

Also I don’t want to be overly judgemental but he definitely did that thing that men do when they freak out about being fathers for the first time, abandon their family for a personal quest and then figure out they enjoy being a dad and having a son, etc. Just. Ugh.

Anyway! I need to get through some more Little Free Library books so I can swap them out again, so I’m going to start reading Seasons of the Wild by Sy Montgomery, which is a collection of essays about nature throughout the year, etc. It’s much shorter than Moby-Duck so I should be able to read it quick enough.

On a personal note, I really enjoyed putting together the book log post for Moby-Duck, and I’m definitely going to do that regularly.

Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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courtney ([personal profile] sonofgodzilla) wrote2025-08-06 05:34 am

AKC Courtneyyyyyy Culture Festival #189: Lin YuHsin

The Taiwan auditions for AKB48 in 2015 were an amazing thing, giving us both Ma Chia-Ling and laying the groundwork for TPE48. 16 other girls also passed these auditions alongside Macharin, and amongst them was trainee, Lin YuHsin, smiling up at the camera in pictures taken that day, hair pushed behind one ear. In the long wait between the announcement of those auditions, Macharin's transfer to AKB proper, and TPE48 being announced, Lin YuHsin, Reichi to Japanese fans struggling with her name, dropped out—only to return for auditions in 2018 and qualify for TPE48 once more as a trainee just months before the group was rebranded to the modern AKB48 Team TP and the release of their cover of Mae Shika Mukanee.

Reichi!


I've been rooting for TPE48 from the start. I maybe never paid as much attention to them as I should have done, and I wasn't too keen on Abe Maria being away for so long, but, in my mind, success for a Taipei based group might have paved the way for a Hong Kong group, so I really wanted TPE to take off... only they didn't. Between 2015 and the group finally releasing their first single, a lot happened in idol fandom, a lot happened in AKB alone, and, of course, a lot happened in my personal life. Meanwhile, Reichi was there for it all, from those initial auditions to where we are now, the month of oh my pumpkin!'s release.

In 2019, Reichi made it back where she started, "promoted" to the group's first generation, only for something interesting to happen a year later. Team TP has never had defined teams, favouring instead the NGT model, but instead of remaining solely as generations, the group was briefly divided into three units, Daisy, Bellflower, and Sakura, of which Reichi was a member. Each unit released a recorded revival of RESET, Team K's sixth stage before TP had another shake-up in 2022, folding up all three units and dividing anew into Unit T and Unit P, later renamed TIC TAC TOE and Peek a Boo respectively.

Like Liu Yu-ching, former audition finalist and the centre of Mae Shika Mukanee, now a member of Taiwanese group, KIRIS, Reichi and the early members of the group really weathered the storm. I was always resistant to SNH48 because Shanghai was such an unknown quality to me and I was a little intimidated by the sexy image of the group (says former SDN48 fan), but TPE felt the closest to "real" AKB to me, to a group that echoed the sentiments I associated with both AKB48 and Japanese idol music. I'm steering ahead here without going too much off on a tangent on Japan's influence in Taiwan and the terrible history of the 20th century, but it always seemed to me that the management of TPE understood the values of AKB best and were also the closest to providing what wistful fans abroad could not experience without embarking on a three-hour plane journey.

Whilst at work, I was watching a lot of videos of the sister groups over my lunchbreaks before oh my pumpkin! was announced, and I deliberately didn't post about Reichi as I worried that everyone would think I am predictable as she's basically the twin-tail girl. Now the cat is out of the bag, I fear!

It felt like a long journey to get us to where we are now, and all throughout it, Lin YuHsin has been there amidst the senbatsu. I'm really excited to hear what Team TP's solo version of oh my pumpkin! will be like!
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krad ([personal profile] kradeelav) wrote2025-08-05 05:45 pm
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three separate thoughts with a variety of connections: 

I.

as i get older, but in the last five years especially, i find myself seeking out one trait in people above all others : integrity.

i like people from many walks of life, backgrounds, thoughts, experiences. (some would probably say i'm too open minded in that regard.)

but consistently, the people i feel the safest with can all be described with that trait. not quick to assume the worst of others. "the lights are on in the brain" to use a line from my dad. thoughtful -- not entirely with logic, but emotionally and timelessly thoughtful as well.

II.

but then, before i looked it up, i asked myself: what do *i* think is the definition of integrity?

after some thought: a consistent (almost stubborn ) trait of approaching every situation with good faith and an equally stubborn tenacity to never take the easy way out in terms of nuance.

upon looking it up and seeing the definitions offered -- "moral values" seems such a mealy-mouthed word -- that in hindsight -- that could mean anything, doesn't it?


III.

fascinating, to me - that i'm becoming rapidly more annoyed with the coercion involved with forced-AI-applications than technically by the fact of it existing to begin with.

i've written before that i feel quite sensitive to coercion for (possibly) unique reasons. i'll allow everyone one free pass (from companies to individuals) of accidentally stepping across boundaries, whether socially or at work, then a polite warning. but i expect that warning to be listened to, or I will act. (boundaries can, and i argue -- must be enforced for a peaceful life. if one's in a situation where boundaries by definition can't be enforced, that feels like a dire personal situation to get out of at all costs. sometimes i feel like people forget that you also can't outsource boundaries -- you can't force other people to do things you want -- but you can remove yourself from the situation.)

outsourcing infrastructure - the engine of boundaries in the digital age -- feels like it's showing its dark side in this particular topic. infrastructure could be a communications program (discord), an operating system (windows), a piece of hardware (phone), or even a third party company (cloudflare).

to me what matters is: can they cut you off from using the infrastructure? if yes, then it's outsourced and compromised. outsourcing boundaries in a tangible context in a great many ways. (the subtle "flip" to me is often shown in 'can they force updates on you' -- because once when that line's crossed, it's infrastructure-as-a-service, and not something owned.)

also outsourcing nuance, it feels like. and i'm not fond of that thought at all.



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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-05 01:45 pm

📸 garden haul: cherry tomatoes + bell pepper

Basket of garden vegetables: two large handfuls of orange-colored cherry tomatoes and a hand-sized green bell pepper

The cherry tomatoes are absolutely popping right now and I have to pick them a bit early or else the birds and whatever else (chipmunks probably) get them. Luckily they ripen pretty fast even in the kitchen.

The bell pepper was the biggest of the bunch, so I picked it despite it looking a bit weird. You can see a slight spot of red coming at the top!

UPDATE from Garden Window Viewpoint: Caught one of the chipmunks EATING A CHERRY TOMATO!!!! (One that I left out there because it’s slightly underripe.) Vegetable thief!!!!!!!!

Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-05 10:24 am

morning in the garden

Managed to get up slightly earlier than usual today and got out to the garden just before 7:30am. Absolutely perfect temperature, somewhere in the mid 60s and only needed a light jacket (which I happened to buy in Chicago recently! Score!).

Major difference in sounds from previous mornings! Lots more chipmunk sounds– and in fact I saw lots more chipmunks, too. Fairly blasting my eardrums with noises (birds, chipmunks, cicadas, etc.) and only very minimal human-neighbor noises this time.

Did a lot of chipmunk-watching. The easiest way to spot chipmunks was to look where the sounds were coming from, and then watch for moving branches. Eventually I was able to make out little chipmunk shadows racing around, and it was fun to watch them scream at each other.

Even more exciting was the chipmunk(s) who came close to my chair. One even went to far as to run UNDER my chair, after we accidentally made eye contact.

Spotted several birds of unknown type, but probably finches, of various colors (yellow, brown, black/white). Also saw a bright red one, larger than a finch but doesn’t seem large enough to be a cardinal. Some small white butterflies visiting flowers, and ants investigating my coffee mug per usual. (No worries: I have a silicone mug cover to keep curious insects out from my coffee.)

Later, after heading back inside to my temporary writing desk, the groundhog ventured out and snuffled around some bushes looking for food.

Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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courtney ([personal profile] sonofgodzilla) wrote2025-08-05 05:42 am

FIC: Kamen Rider Black RX, Sekai Ninja Sen Jiraiya - International

Title: International
Universe: Kamen Rider Black RX, Sekai Ninja Sen Jiraiya
Series: Season One | The Mutiny (1, 2, 3) | The Power Stealer | White Light (1, 2, 1+2) | Zedd's Monster Mash | Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers: The Movie
Character(s): Minami Kotaro, Dr Smith
Rating: U
Warnings: N/A
Summary: It had been three years since the Crisis invasion and two months since the collapse of the Institute of Super Science, their remaining Level 3 Cyborg Soldiers all but breaking him with their tenacity, the terrified face of Reiko as she had been held in the containment tube behind their hulking shapes, his armour falling from him as he had finally bested them.
Length: 659 words
Author's Notes: external link .

smith!

International )
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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-03 11:55 am

weeknotes (july 27-august 2)

Life Updates

Finally starting to feel settled into this housesit in Ann Arbor. Though the bed is comfortable, I haven’t been sleeping well. I wake up exhausted, which isn’t good. Feeling tired when I wake up makes me not want to go out and do things, so I’ve mostly been in the house slumping on the (admittedly very comfortable) couch with my books and my Roku.

But this week things changed! I dragged myself outside and did a walk around the neighborhood on Tuesday, one of the less-hot days, and I’ve switched to spending my mornings outside in the garden with my book and coffee mug. It’s an urban area, but this particular plot/neighborhood is ripe with tall trees and plants, so there’s lots of creatures to watch. Yesterday I spotted a goldfinch, and today I saw a chipmunk and a groundhog.

This morning I woke up feeling normal, so I think it’s working. I may start going on sunset walks when the temps cool down in the evening.

🐈‍⬛ The cats continue to mostly ignore me, but in a benevolent way. Miss F and Mr N have started letting me pet them more, but Mr B still runs if I get closer than 10 feet away. I suppose the upside is they’re very independent and I can get a lot of work done without having to shoo them off my keyboard.

Media Consumption

🎧 Lots of podcasts this week. Caught up on My Brother, My Brother and Me episodes from the last two or three months. I used to listen to eps regularly but this past year in particular it’s gotten increasingly obvious that they are aware that they’re, like, being watched? Like, it’s a little too much “looking for the bit” so they can clip it and put it on TikTok.

Also caught up with Too Many Tabs, which has topics I enjoy but which has gotten maybe a bit more shout-y since they started recording videos for Youtube. I’m sensing a trend.

Also listened to a great episode of Gender Spiral Podcast, which I wrote about here (DW).

📺 Continuing on my Midsomer Murder binge-watching. I’ve made it through DS Troy and have gotten into DS Scott’s episodes.

One thing I’ve been thinking about more during this rewatch is what happens to all these victims and secondary characters after the episode ends. So many people who find a dead body, lost a loved one, had a family secret exposed, etc. and they just disappear from the world entirely.

Hardly anyone shows back up again– there were a few times in the early seasons when a character from a previous episode would be referenced, and there’s one memorable time in season 10 (I think) where the same two character actors show up as the sister/nephew of characters from season 1. But other than that it’s just a swath of murder and misery in this one small UK county and nobody talks about it!

Which obviously has to happen, or else the story would never continue. But I think it’d make for an interesting story (perhaps a satire), to focus on what happens after a TV murder mystery. Anyone know if something like that exists? I’d be very surprised if a satirical author hadn’t put something out already.

📖 Still reading Moby-Duck, and am about halfway through it now. Very much enjoying it (especially when I’m reading it under a tree in a garden).

Food & Dining

I ate a salad and am very proud of myself.

Basically I ate all the good stuff from my major order (DW) and am down to eggs and beans, so I need to head out this week to get rice and potatoes and other starchy things I can put eggs and beans on.

Besides that, though, I actually have quite a bit left from my last order and I think I can put off ordering again for at least another week. Or at least until DoorDash gives me another coupon.

Web Updates

Joined heaps of fanlistings and a few cliques, as well as two site directories (Smooth Sailing and LinkLane.net) and a webring (No AI Webring). I joined the MelonLand Forum and am dipping my toes in.

New page added to the main site:

And blog posts:

Looking Forward

Keep working on my website, write more blog posts, finish Moby-Duck and maybe one more book, perhaps start an animal-spotting log for this garden because WOW and catch up on my Dreamwidth correspondence.

Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.

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mx. tozka ([personal profile] tozka) wrote2025-08-02 10:50 am
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🎧 listened to: gender spiral podcast “money sucks -and- you can do it (w/river nice)”

Listen to the episode here / Transcript / Youtube / Podcast RSS

Really excellent money-focused episode which talks about some of the differences between how queer people handle money vs. non-queer people (example: needing money for HRT, money to move out of the country for safety, etc.), some of the ways you can get started thinking about money in a healthy way, how to talk about money with your friends, mutual aid and how to plan for it, and lots more!

I especially liked a part about how older gen can’t handle how things have changed for us, not because they’re being willfully obtuse, but because it makes them scared for us! And they don’t have the emotional regulation skills needed to handle it properly.

Also this quote from River Nice, from 00:52:20:

I’m like, “I empathize a lot for my parents. I empathize for anyone in debt.” It’s like, we’re in truly unimaginable times that we all have to somehow navigate, but we have each other. Actually, all we have is each other. We literally don’t have anything else. We don’t have the money in the bank, it’s not real. You say the stock market might not exist in 30 years, that’s so true.

That’s where it all has to come back in all of the work that I do is like, “Yes, I want you to understand how the rules currently exist, how they’re currently played. I want you to creatively play them as best you can, but also, what can we be setting up that we have options in the future? We can talk about diversification. We can, some of us put some money in the stock market to have some options there.

We can buy some property to have some options there. We can invest in skills, like trade school, like cooking, gardening. We can invest in relationships, in healthy conflict.”

River Nice’s website, Be Intentional Financial. Free stuff offered (on resources page) include: How to Live Your Life While In Debt, Budgeting workshop, How to Talk to Loved Ones about Money, How to Buy a House Outside the Nuclear Family.

Crossposted from Pixietails Club Blog.